Saturday, December 20, 2008

Ending out the year.

Linda knows that I write this blog and understands that it is a form of therapy for me. It allows me to vent, unwind, and express my feelings of fear, excitement, nervousness, and anticipation. I knew that she read a few of my posting in the beginning. But I didn’t realize until last night that she has kept up with this blog quite regularly. I had just assumed that she had looked at it in the beginning out of curiosity, then tired of it and forgotten about it. But no, she informed me last night that she enjoys reading it and has gained much insight into me and my thinking. Oh, boy!

As we were enjoying dinner last night, she brought up the blog. She was glad that I had included the adventures with Darryl and that I hadn’t painted her as a slut or a monster. “It’s important that your readers realize the love and affection we share and that we are very much a happy couple,” she commented. She went on to say what she enjoyed most were the comments left for me.

“It seems that your readers’ comments are mostly about the sexual side and how they want you to interact sexually with Darryl and for me to cut you off from sex between us. What do you think of those ideas?”

I replied that I wasn’t sure that I wanted to go down that path.

“I kind of like the idea of denying you access to me until after I’ve been with Darryl again. I think it might be a good idea to cut you off until after we return from Florida. Think you can last two weeks?”

I was shocked to say the least. I tried to talk her out of it, even bringing up Christmas as a hook. But it seems that her mind is made up, thanks to your suggestions! So now I can’t wait for the new year to get here.

Because of our busy holiday schedule and traveling, followed by our Florida trip, I will probably not be posting again until we return in January. But think of all I will have to report on when I return.

2008 will definitely not be going out with a bang, at least not for me!

See you in 2009.


ritemate said...

Yes, I do understand the love and affection in your companionship. Linda sure is a remarkable woman, I must congratulate both you and Darryl. I really like the idea that Linda is reading, and at times gets inspiration from, our comments. In my own experience, not being able to get sexual relief keeps me focused on my Wife and ready to always obey Her. So I think it’s a good thing that Linda makes you wait, I only hope she makes sure that you don’t “take things in your own hands”.
Wishing you both a merry Christmas, I know you will have an amazing New Year!
I’m already looking forward to your Florida report.

Anonymous said...

I too am looking forward to hearing about your adventures. It is obvious that you have to have a strong relationship for this to work for you both. It's also fun to read about your transformation into her 'girl at home' and her transformation into a fuller role as your wife, head of household and free woman. I hope that you two discuss and decide to use chastity in your relationship. It sounds as if Linda is favorable to such suggestions. What is most interesting is your transformation. Personally and sexually.

M said...


While it may not go out with a Bang, 2009 may begin with one! Thanks so much for sharing...and don't blame us if Linda has you more "involved" with D. I think perhaps that is something you have been wishing for/fearing for quite some time. Durn double edged swords do cut both ways!

Also, thanks for updating your list of interesting sites...I appreciate all you do! Merry Merry,

little shaun said...

Oh, have no doubt that 2008 will go out with a bang. Meaning Darryl and your wife. And who knows, perhaps you will be included. Darryl and you???

I think it is healthy for you to be cut off from your wife for a while. You'll be that much more satisfied when you are rewarded.

MaryMary said...

Dear Beverly,
Thank you so much for addressing my question. Fear,excitement,nervousness and anticipation. Things that make girls like us wet. It sounds like your having your fill.
Have yourself the merriest Christmas and the happiest New Year.
Enjoy yourself,

bdenied said...

I wonder if she stopped by and voted in my survey?

Anonymous said...

Bev and Linda -
Thank you for sharing your adventures with all of us this year. I hope you and your families have a Merry Christmas. And I hope you and Darryl have a very Happy New Year. I'm looking forward to reading more about your adventures next year. Safe travels and go Hawkeyes!